Dad, it has been a long time since I wrote to you....but you know I do my fair share of talking your ear off, esp. lately. You know...I thought that by now your absence would be more of a familiar feeling. Not that I will ever get used to it, but I thought I would at least be at peace with it by now. Nope. I was wrong. I still fight the feeling that you won't be coming back. You won't be here to talk to me or see me grow. I think about you throughout every single day... in every decision I make, everything fun thing that I do, whenever I try new food or cook anything, everytime I go to the beach, whenever I see a dad and daughter, when I see a butterfly, when I play my guitar, when I go see bands play or when I see my homies jam,  the list goes on.  I struggle with the fact that you were taken too soon and I would do anything to have more time with you.

The reason I wrote on here tonight is because I heard this song and fell in love with the lyrics. I wanted to write them down so I didnt forget and I thought that this would be a good place to store them. It is nice to come back to this page and read a random entry with something that reminds me of you. I guess for now that is as close as I am going to get to you.

"Another Set of Wings" By: A Rocket to the Moon


I keep staring at your door from down the hallway
Tonight I couldn't make it to the moon
Looking at our pictures on the fireplace
Wishing it was me instead of you
It gets harder everyday but I keep on holding onThere's an angel looking out for me
Because I ain't well
Though I try to be
I'm dancing all alone
'Cause I can hear you sing,
I need my angel
Like heaven needs another set of wingsLately I just keep my windows open
Hoping I might feel you in the wind
Time heals all, but somehow i'm still broken
'Cause parts of me ain't ever gonna mend

There's an angel looking out for me
'Cause I ain't well
Though I try to be
I'm dancing all alone
'Cause I can hear you sing,
I need my angel
Like heaven needs another set of wingsI'm still missing you
I'm still missing you

There's an angel looking out for me
'Cause I ain't well
Though I try to be
I'm dancing all alone
'Cause I can hear you sing,
I need my angel

There's an angel looking out for me
'Cause I ain't well
Though I try to be
I'm dancing all alone
'Cause I can hear you sing,
I need my angel
Like heaven needs another set of wings